Baba Blessed Me With His Darshan

Shirdi Sai Devotee Vijayaji From India Says: Namaskaram Sai banduvlara! I am Vijaya P, from Malkajgiri. I am a part of the MP- 1670 group. Firstly, I would like to thank all the people who are behind this Mahaparayan. I used to read Sai Satcharitra every Thursday before joining this group but after joining this group, I feel like I’ve come closer to Baba. Good things have started happening. Whenever I read Sai miracle’s I used to think that I should write one then I used to feel the miracle that happened to me is what I feel Baba showed me. And maybe people won’t see it as a miracle or they will feel like it is not that big a miracle. This thought stopped me but finally I’m writing this with the blessings of Sai. I would now like to share one experience which happened to me recently.

I usually read Sai miracles that happen to Sai devotees. One day, I read a Sai leela posted by one of the devotees and I felt like why Baba is not showing me any leela like this (Baba showed me many leelas, He showed me His love towards me which I can feel but I had never seen Baba in any form or any such type of miracle). The lady who had posted in Sai leela had seen Baba in her dreams and her dream had come true. I felt very happy reading that miracle and a thought arose in my mind as to why I have never seen Baba in my dreams. I asked Baba, “Why Sai why like this, am I not that good devotee ah Baba why You never show me these types of miracles?” Then I thought maybe I am not that great devotee of Baba that’s why I didn’t experience such leelas (because I didn’t follow all the sayings of Baba, Baba says if anyone hurted you don’t respond them with bitter words and just say Sai and leave it, in some cases I follow it and in some I lose my patience and I answer them, to follow this maybe I should go a long way and yes one day I will follow it 100 percent).

I thought about this and went to sleep. On that day I saw Baba in my dreams. Baba’s face appeared in the sky and He was smiling at me. I felt very happy and I called my mom and shared, “Mom, see Baba appeared in the sky and He is smiling at me. My mom was saying “Where? I can’t see.” I said please observe, He is there and she was like “no.” Then I took my phone and I clicked a picture and there my dream ended and I woke up from sleep. Then I recollected the dream and I felt extremely happy that Baba answered me. He was listening to me and so He had answered me and I saw Baba and He was smiling. Here my 1st miracle ended.

After 10 days of the 1st miracle; this happened on Diwali! My friend Swetha( she is part of MP-1628) and I went to Sai Baba Temple (Malkajgiri Sai Baba temple). I offered Prasad to Baba and did pradakshanas of Dhuni. After I finished my pradakshanas, I went near Dhuni to take darshan. I felt very peaceful and calm on seeing the Dhuni and I kept watching it for long because I had some kind of feeling which I can’t express. Then I was telling myself, “Baba burnt Dhuni to teach us that one day even our body will mix in these ashes.” I thought this and was praying while seeing the Dhuni and suddenly I saw Baba’s face in Dhuni. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was seeing Baba really. I moved much closer to Dhuni and Baba appeared more clearly. I was wonderstruck! I was thinking, is it my imagination or am I really seeing Baba? (I believe in Baba. I know He is in all beings and everywhere. He can appear but I don’t believe in my luck. I felt like I’m not that fortunate to get Baba’s darshan in live. I think I am not that great devotee and that’s why I was not sure that I was seeing Sai with my eyes). My sense stopped not working and my mind got blank. I wasn’t in the state to realize anything. I could still see Baba in Dhuni.

I was afraid to call anyone to show Baba because it was my feeling that I strongly felt Baba’s presence and I was seeing Baba with my eyes. I thought that not everyone can feel what I feel. My friend was taking pradakshinas of Sai mandir. Suddenly, I saw her when she was passing from Dhuni. I called her and told her “I am seeing Baba in Dhuni.” She said that she couldn’t see anything. I asked her to observe carefully. She still said no. I said that I would take a photo, zoom it and then I would show her Baba (same like what happened in my dreams 10 days before. I took a picture to show my mom in dream, my dream came true). I took the picture, but at that moment I didn’t find Baba in the picture and when I saw Dhuni, I didn’t find Baba. My friend said, “Baba gave darshan to you and so only you have seen Him. He gave darshan and disappeared.” Again, I was in a dilemma. “Did I really see Baba in Dhuni or was it my imagination”?

I started taking rounds of mandir. All the thoughts were running in my mind. Did I really see Baba? Am I that fortunate to see Baba in real life with my eyes or is it just a hallucination? I prayed to Baba that if I have seen You, if it is true then even my friend should see, only then I will believe that I have seen You. After coming home, I told everything to my mom and she asked to observe the photo carefully. I did for 1 hour and finally I found Baba in that picture. I shared the picture with my friend and she saw it too (As I prayed to Baba that my friend should see Him. He heard and answered me). I have attached the picture, please check it and let me know if anyone sees it too. I have circled it. Please zoom it, you will find Baba’s eye and Baba’s bottu(tilak).

I never thought that I am this fortunate to see Baba in live. Thank You Sai Natha. 8 months before joining this Mahaparayan group, Baba aroused a wish in my mind that I should build His temple, in the land in which my dad kept a place for a temple to be built. He wanted to place Ganesh and Sai idol but he didn’t do it because of financial problems. Baba aroused that thought in my mind that I should do it and yes, I will do it one day. Baba put this thought in my mind. He only will show me ways and get it done at His right timing. As of now the only one big dream I have is to build the temple and I will do it with Baba’s blessings!

The main reason for writing this leela is, as a Sai devotee I know when you read a Leela and if it touches your heart your eyes will fill with water and you feel extremely happy. The happiness I have felt with this leela, I want everyone to feel that happiness and feel blessed. I am sorry if I didn’t express my miracles in a proper manner. This is written with a true heart with Baba’s blessings. Only God is responsible for each and every action that happens in this world and I have written this leela only because of Him. Thank you one and all for reading this.
Satchitananda Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai!!!

Om Sai Ram
Vijaya (MP- 1670)

 As one feels Baba responds accordingly. Baba’s ways are beyond our mind of understanding. When we hold on to Him with faith and patience He will never leave us or disappoint us. He will find some way and solve our problems. He will appear and bless us when we need Him the most. Never stop believing and have steady faith. He will cleanse us, bless us and we shall attain bliss too. Love You Deva. Jai Jai Ho Sai. 😊


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Pooja Garg

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18-July-2020 


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