Baba Gave Me Rebirth

Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee Says:
Sai Ram! I am anonymous Sai devotee and I wish to share my experience of how Baba gave me rebirth. I have joined in Mahaparayan group from August 2019. I am married and I have one boy child of age 10 years.

Few months ago, that is in March 2019, I found that there was a lump in my breast. My
whole family got shocked by hearing this news because there was no family history of any others who got this disease. I moved in for all the tests and finally they confirmed it was cancer of stage zero. At that time, I prayed to Baba, “please cure my disease.” I cried a lot because I didn’t know what decision to take in that situation. Whether I have to remove my entire breast or to remove only the lump because I was only 32 years old.
After a long discussion with the doctor, they suggested me to remove only the lump considering my age and the size of the lump was small. Baba saved my breast from removing it completely. I have done surgery and I waited for the pathology report. But here also my “karma” started its role. In that report they clearly stated that all were cleared but the disease was of Stage 2. I again got shocked and cried and asked Baba why all these things happened to me. Again, they started my treatment plan with chemotherapy, radiation and hormone therapy for one year duration.
During my chemotherapy treatment I managed the first two cycles but on the third cycle I was
unable to tolerate the pain and again I pleaded Baba to help me in the critical situation. I asked Baba to
shower His blessings to end my life. I was in the half death state and said Baba, that I
could not tolerate my pain. I cried, keeping Baba’s photo in my hand and prayed, if my karma was too big please make me die otherwise take over all my pains. Yes, the miracle started happening in my life.

I slowly started to get relief from deadly pain and this has happened not only for that time but Baba took my pain during my complete treatment till now.
In the middle of the treatment only I have joined in Mahaparayan group. After I started doing
Mahaparayan, there are so many miracles that started to happen in my life. Yes, Baba gave me rebirth to start my new life as a cancer survivor. He made me bold enough to face this world as a cancer survivor and He is always with me and blessing me. Even though my treatment was going on I believe Baba that He is always with me by answering all my questions in the holy book “SAI SATHCHARITHAM”.

Finally, the one question which I want to get answered is “Why am I still alive”? Really one day I will get an answer from Baba. I am waiting for that answer with Shraddha and Saburi.
I prayed to Baba, to please make me to think of Him in all the times, not only when I am sad
but also when I am happy too!

Jai Sai Ram

Anonymous Sai Devotee