Global MahaParayan Miracles – Post 1393

Experiences Shared By Members Of MahaParayan:

His Ways Are His Ways

Shirdi Sai Global Mahaparayan Devotee Sri Laxmi From India Says: Hi Sai Ram! My post is about how Baba controlled my feelings and gave me peace, courage making me realize my mistakes. Just 1 hour back my mother told me that guy said no for my marriage proposal saying that I am thin. I felt bad and all of a sudden I went into depression. I almost cried at the same time and I was telling myself maybe Baba did this, Baba doesn’t want this to happen, maybe I won’t be happy with that guy and family and so there was no need to feel bad. Then at the same time I didn’t feel like eating anything and told Baba that I won’t eat then as I was very upset.

Last Thursday I got this guy’s photo and he was like an uncle. Still I told myself that I should not be judgemental like this and Baba is in him. I got this proposal on Thursday and so mMaybe Baba sent him, maybe he is Baba’s selection and so I should not say no, maybe his heart is good and I will be happy with him, Baba never does wrong or bad to me.
Next day morning his father called and said that they were ready to come and see me. I felt this was completely Baba’s plan and thought of him all the time. As this Ashada masam came we thought they would come to my home in Shravana masam. Days passed and I got the answer in the Q & A site, “Give up the desire bubbling in your mind from the last three days.” It means I should give up on this guy. I remembered my first match where Baba gave this answer so many times to give up on the desire of marrying him. I didn’t care and prayed, begged, and did 11 Parayans continuously to convince Baba even when I got answer no from their side on Thursday which was Baba’s decision. The same thing was happening now, I got scared and left everything to Baba keeping less hopes on this marriage. Today I got news that they said no to me.

I was like Baba, please talk to me, console me and help me. I opened insta pages where I got warm and peaceful answers to make myself comfortable. It didn’t help. I opened facebook for another page where I feel like Baba really answered my question. I didn’t find the page but I saw another page and a post saying no need to be hurt, mother will not let child do harmful things. I was like Papa, is this Your answer? The post was just 20 minutes before as if Baba really answered my question when I asked 20 minutes back only. The next post was, “if someone leaves you, let them go, it’s their fault, not yours. I am always with you forever.” These lines gave me so much comfort. I wished this news could have come tomorrow, Thursday I would have taken it as Your answer and decision. But why today Wednesday? I went to bed at 8 pm only, where I sleep daily at 2 or 3 am. I started chanting Sai Sai Sai Sai and was trying to sleep.

I felt why I am feeling so hurt when I know this is for my good, Your decision, Your plan, people lose so many matches like this, some even after engagement, this is my 2nd match only then why I am taking it so seriously, my friend is not getting married from 8 or 9 years, another friend whom I remembered. Please bless them; they are also Your devotees. Please bless us all. I kept worrying like this again.

Then I suddenly started chanting ‘Sri Rama Rama Rameti, Rame Raame Manorame, Sahasranama Tatulyam, Rama Nama Varanane.’ I don’t know how I say myself every time, I mean I will keep on chanting without my knowledge. After saying once all worries went away, after 2 times I got peace and courage, then I continued thinking I will sleep like this chanting. I forgot everything and became normal.

Then after some time I took my mobile and switched it on. I opened YouTube and saw a live stream of Sai. When I opened the video, the person said, did you really surrender and leave everything to Baba? If you did then why are you worried about your problems? Before going to sleep, why does your mind think of the problems, why you are not able to sleep? I just cried and laughed. It was like Baba talking to me directly. The person said your surrender came through your tongue not from your heart. If you really surrender from your heart and leave everything to Baba then you will not think of anything before going to sleep. I remembered it was the same life I lived 2 years back. I realised how my mind and heart was wandering with astrology, marriage predictions, searching everywhere for marriage things, dreaming of my life with guys I like and forgot about Baba. I just unsubscribed all the astrology channels in Youtube and decided to live the way of Sai Baba’s life which I lived 2 years back where I didn’t know of anything, any God, I only knew to ask Baba and wait for it till Baba gives, which used to happen within hours, days, months. There was no one between my heart and Baba. But now I see only astrology videos, other God’s videos, and plan to do their pujas but I won’t be able to follow because of something thinking Baba doesn’t want me to do I guess. I decided that I will only chant Sai names like before, I know Shiva is You, Parvati Amma is You. Please give me strength and power to have patience.

The person said, you don’t need to go anywhere, you should not keep running here and there for solutions, whatever you need I will arrange it and you just have to concentrate and focus on me, for example, in maths subject, if you concentrate on formula you will be able to do any problem, if you can’t concentrate on formula and learn it, you can’t solve any problem. In the same way, if you focus completely on Sai, all your problems will be solved because Our Sai will not let any harm to His children those who always think of Him, if you can’t focus on Sai and do the other things, then you will have all these sad feelings, no courage and no peace. All you have to do is think of Sai and read Satcharitra and that’s it. Every word in the book is precious if you observe and understand it. You don’t need anything other than this Satcharitra. When we are born we are the size of a palm and grow to 6 feet. Did we plan this? No its nature who did this to us. In the same way, if your belief is even little or minute on Baba it will eventually grow bigger and bigger every day because it’s the nature of our Sai’s love. If you think that you came to temple for your friend or with someone or because of something else, then it is wrong. It is Baba Who chose you to come towards Him, this happens only when you and Baba have Janam Janam bandhan(bond), it is Baba Who pulled you to Him.

After listening to this I felt so much better and so good. Baba convinced me and gave comfort with His answers. First He gave me questions and answers. I felt good but after some 5 to 10 minutes I felt sad again. Secondly He comforted me through Facebook posts. I felt a little better and after 1 hour again I went into deep depression, this time thinking about my marriage that I left my marriage decision to You 7 to 8 years back till now You haven’t decided anyone for me, why are You doing this to me? I am losing my patience and why is it that You didn’t get a guy for me till now? Then I started chanting Sri Rama Rama Rameti sloka without my knowledge. This shlokam always brings something good to me whenever I chant. I chant only when I am in pain without my knowledge. And then it will become a lifetime heartfelt experience in my life, like how Baba made me see the satsang video a few minutes back. I was shocked when I saw its satsang because it was already 10.20 pm and how people were still continuing like that so late. I wondered how they were all devoted to Baba. I saw the video for the last 5 to 8 minutes and every word was like an exact answer to me from Baba.

Just after finishing the video I started writing about this experience so that I don’t forget what He said. Even this writing also is not in my mind. Sometimes I feel like Baba is making me do things, how can I not know what I am doing, why do I always realise the things in the middle or at the end that what I am doing, coming to my consciousness?

I was into Maya and not able to come out of it for 2 years. I know I should not believe in or go after astrology, but still I go and check out of curiosity. So many times I tried to end it but because of this lock down, to pass the time I used to go back and see. It became a habit and daily routine. Baba ended this today making me realise strongly. I don’t feel sad or worried anymore. I feel normal now. Thank You papa. Thank You for always being there for me. I am sorry again for pushing You away and neglecting You again and again which I don’t want to do but it just keeps happening.

All the time I saw movies, dramas, daydreaming of love, marriage, kids, new home, furniture, family, You appeared in front of me through videos, all of a sudden when I turned my head to TV, You would be on TV smiling in serials or movies. I say Papa, then back to Maya, You again come in my dreams and I forget after days. How much ever I ignore, You will always stick to me and keep reminding me that I am here, I am still here. Thank You for always doing this from the beginning. This is the way You pulled me to You. No matter how many times I go in the wrong directions to Maya You will always pull me back in Your direction again. It won’t be enough if I say Thank You to You. You are really my Mother and Father. You always prove this to me. I just said with tears in my eyes that You are my Mother, my Father, I am Your daughter, it’s Your duty to search for the guy and do my marriage things, I am leaving it to You, and I tried to sleep.

Then all the above situations took place. Maybe it was my heartfelt surrender to Baba, Baba immediately took over my body, my feelings, my emotions. He made me chant without my consciousness Srirama Rama Rameti, gave me courage and positive vibes, made me switch on mobile though I didn’t want to and controlled myself not to switch on, made me see the video and hear the things about surrender and not going to sleep which means I have to be serious and not be silly for namesake words and also to sleep in time not staying up till 2 or 3 am in the morning without thinking anything. His ways are His ways. Really no one can guess or think of how Baba can make us realise and experience the things or situations.

Pooja ji, your line, “His ways are His ways” I used it. Sorry, I like these lines very much. Whenever I read that line in your way of expressing, I can feel that something really special happened, even though if I don’t get much attached to the experience, I would definitely feel something special, happy, grateful and peaceful reading the words His ways are His ways. When I am in a bad mood and need Baba’s words for comfort I come to the experience page and try to read the experiences. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes I won’t even have patience and get irritated with myself then I read only your message at the end which controls my emotions, then next one, next one and so on till I feel better. Your words give so much courage and bring me closer to Baba. I read experiences on a daily basis. And when I am not in a good mood I come back and read again. Your end message will be as good as the experience to feel. Both the experience and your end message gives us comfort, strength, courage and peace. Thank you for your kind words.

Om Sai Ram. Sri Sairam. Jai Saíram.
All the devotees, we don’t need to say the problems to Baba, He knows everything and what to do. We just have to remember our Baba, thinking or saying Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai or Sai Rama Hare Sai Krishna Hare Jai Sai Sai Hare Hare or Sairam Sairam Sairam if you can’t chant these things then listen to Baba songs, see Baba photo, these will be enough for the first step making us to concentrate or focus on Baba. Then Baba will come to us with answers or solutions to you. To me Baba is always there. He answers or shows His presence within seconds sometimes in minutes. It’s me only who always ignores and neglects Baba when He is around me. Baba, Your love, care made me like this.

My parents don’t allow me to do work at home, I am brought up like everything comes to my bed and I don’t help or do anything at home. I am treated like princess and queen till today at the age of 27, not knowing how to cook or even make tea or any dishes. When I need it, my mother is always there. They spoiled me with their love and care. Baba, even You also spoiled me with Your love and care. I know that. Whenever I need my mother to be there for me to do things even though I ignore her all day and night but still love her to the core in my heart, being grateful and thankful. You are also same like my mother always taking care of me, even though I ignore You all the time, You will be there as soon as I need, when I call You simply You will appear, if I ask You to guide You will show the way, if I cry or get tears in my eyes You will make me feel so good that nothing I can remember and forget the whole world. Thank You so much for taking care of this spoiled child every time and every day. Thank You for letting me see You in everything and being in my every plan in my day dreams.

I cannot forget You, even in my daydreams. Thank You for always being in my conscious and unconscious state of mind. I love You so much Papa. If You are there everything is there for me. Without anything there is nothing for me. Thank You for changing me from non believer to believer. Thank You so much for bringing this abundant change into my life and my soul as well.

Sai Devotee Sri Laxmi

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Udi As Medicine

Shirdi Sai Mahaparayan Devotee Suryamoorthy From India Says: Pranams Ma. Om Sai Ram! When I was reading my allocated chapters 34 and 35, in Sri Sai Charitra today, in Yellow house (MP-10207N1- Sathish Sai), I felt why we should be going hither and thither for COVID-19 medicine. Our dearest Bhagawan, has already explained clearly in chapters 33 and 34 ,that the Udi had all the ingredients to cure any disease, including COVID-19.

So from today, I have started taking Udi mixed with little water and it is so refreshing that I have decided to take it every morning on empty stomach, with intense and sincere faith, with Bhagawan always sitting inside our heart, wanting us to take His medicine first and have no fear. Om Sai Ram!