Anonymous Shirdi Sai Mahaparayan Devotee From Maldives Says:
Om Sai Ram! Kindly feel free to edit my experience if required. I wish to remain anonymous and request you to remove my name while publishing. Thank You Sai Ram.
Om Sai Ram! I’m one of the fortunate children of Sai Ma! Currently, I live in Maldives. I’m privileged to be part of the Mahaparayan group. I thank all the different leaders of so many Mahaparayan groups (MP classrooms) for their profound services and shouldering the great responsibilities. I believe reading Sai Satcharitra regularly keeps us always on the right thoughts and right track and be effortless in sailing through the life waters holding Baba’s hand.
I’ve been a devotee of Baba since my childhood days. I have innumerable experiences with Baba but I couldn’t visit Shirdi. One fine day, in 2015, all our family members booked tickets to Shirdi including my husband. But by the time of travel, he couldn’t make it to Shirdi as he was seriously ill. My only thought was to ask Baba to help my husband to recover from his illness. When asked through prashnavali, before starting the journey, Baba said, “Come peacefully to Shirdi and take my blessings and do not ask me anything.” I felt bad but didn’t ask Sai anything. After 5 months, my better half left the physical world due to Scleroderma – an autoimmune disease. Even when he was in the hospital, I tried to read Satcharitra but I couldn’t read a page also. The time he breathed his last in the hospital, I was in Baba’s temple. What to do! Maybe it was destined like that! Baba gave me immense energy and a tough mindset to handle all those rough times.
To be honest, I got angry at Baba for not saving him. After 11 days of ritual, I took all Baba’s photos and idols and left them in a temple and told Baba “I am really angry with You and I don’t want You.”
But my Baba never stopped taking care of me during that hardest phase of my life. After that also, Whenever my heart pains, I would only think of Baba and I pretty well knew that only Baba could console me. Then I started going to Baba’s temple again and understood that I cannot go away from Baba. I started to read Sai Satcharitra but could never complete it. Many times I started to do weekly parayan but couldn’t complete it. Never had it happened to me before. A thought flashed in my mind saying that this was because I had left Baba in the temple. I begged His forgiveness and later learned about this Mahaparayan through a hoarding in a temple. I felt Baba’s blessings in being part of this group.
After I started this Global Mahaparayan, I got a job in the Ministry of Education, Maldives. This was possible only because of my Baba’s blessings. I’m happy here with a good salary. For three weeks in the month of April, I suffered from uterine problems but once I left the problem to Baba than the doctors, it got cured .
I firmly believe Baba constantly watches over us and runs to us in no time if we are in any problem. Then why should we worry? Leave everything to Baba and live peacefully! He definitely knows what to give and what to take away from us!
A Sai Devotee
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